The Downfall of Lily Bart

The first book Luz reflected on was The House of Mirth. She’d read it one haze-filled summer that smelled of lavender. It was Aix-en-Provence and Luz was checked into a small room with flowered curtains and a quilted spread. She’d arrived by train that afternoon and, exhausted, was  anxious to get into bed to finish her book.

The House of Mirth

It was the Gilded Age and Lily Bart, 29, had been living with a wealthy aunt since the death of her parents.

An era when women married for money and not for love, Lily was obliged to attend social functions in hopes of finding a potential husband. At the time, tableau vivant parties were quite trendy. At one such party, Lily portrayed herself as Sir Joshua Reynolds’ Mrs. Richard Bennett Lloyd. Dressed in a revealing gown, Lily pretended to be the voluptuous Mrs. Lloyd carving her husband’s name on a tree. Lily had hoped that she would be seen as beautiful and pure instead of an attractive woman desperately trying to find a rich husband—the person she really was.  Lily was stuck in a pose. And this was her downfall.

The House of Mirth

Lily had naively believed that the noblest attitudes could also be the easiest. But it’s the opposite that’s true. Despite her many errors, Lily had tried to live with integrity. And for this, still young and beautiful, she died poor and alone.

The injustice Lily had been subjected to deeply moved Luz. After finishing the book, Luz found her pillow soaked with tears because, in some faint way, Luz identified with the protagonist.

So Luz made a note to make her diary entries more empathic.  Maybe it would help if she tried seeing in others something of herself.

Quotes from The House of Mirth :

The House of Mirth

The House of Mirth

 

[from THE DIARY OF LUZ CORAZZINI]

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Standardization

One Size Fits All

The other day I passed by the outdoor market not far from MACRO. There was a pair of polka dot stretch pants waving in the air.  They were too tiny for me so I asked the vendor if he had larger sizes and he said no because one size fits all.

Diversity is a necessity. It provides options thus more possibilities. Standardization makes it easier for some but harder for others.  It denies the uniqueness in all of us. Therefore, one size does not fit all.

Standardization is for conformists.

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the tension between here and there

Keep Your Balance

Balance is oscillation.

Equilibrium is static only in math but, in real life, equilibrium is dynamic. In other words, you gotta keep moving if you don’t want to fall!

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The Diary of Opal Whiteley

Our imagination is the instrument of knowledge.” Opal Whiteley

Opal claimed to be the daughter of Henri, Prince of Orleans but, after a tragic accident, she was taken to Oregon and adopted by Ed and Lizzie Whiteley. Her new family was poor and she grew up around lumber camps where her father often worked as a lumberjack. Opal’s mother, maybe flustered by Opal’s uncommon behavior, use to beat her. And maybe it’s for this reason that Opal focused on nature.  She studied flora and fauna collecting 1000s of specimens of plants, insects and rocks carefully documenting all of them.  Because of her incredible knowledge of natural history, Opal became known as the “Sunshine Fairy”. Eventually she left home and supported herself by teaching young adults about natural history.

The Diary of Opal Whiteley

Opal wanted to published a book about nature, The Fairyland Around Us, and met with the publisher of “Atlantic Monthly” who, once he learned that Opal had kept a diary as a child, wanted her diary and not her book.  The diary, written with crayon on found paper such as that of grocery bags, had been torn to pieces by one of her sisters and was now just a bunch of fragments stored in a hat box. Like a puzzle, Opal put the pieces back together after months of work. The reunited diary, featuring a photograph of her with her butterflies, was published and became a huge literary success.

 The Diary of Opal Whiteley

The extremely unusual diary described Opal’s rapport with nature.  She named animals after artists and characters in European novels. Her pig, for example, was called Peter Paul Rubens.  Opal named trees, too. Whenever she was sad, she’d go to her tree, Michael Raphael, for comfort.

The Diary of Opal Whiteley

But then the accusations began. There were those who said the whole “childhood diary” story was a fraud and that Opal had written it as an adult. And when journalists began writing that Opal had family in Oregon and was not, as she insisted, the daughter of Henri, Prince of Orleans, she was considered wacko and dumped by the public. To escape the torments of all the criticism, Opal began to travel around the world.  For awhile she stayed in India until a scandal surfaced regarding her not so proper relationship with a guru. So she was forced to leave and went to London were she  totally cracked. Found starving and living in a crumbled building surrounded by books, in 1948 Opal was committed to a psychiatric hospital. Subjected to electroshock treatments and probably a lobotomy, if she wasn’t crazy before, she was afterwards. Opal was institutionalized until her death in 1992 at the age of 94.

The Diary of Opal Whiteley

Even today the controversy about Opal continues. Was her story true or was she a schizophrenic who, unhappy with her life, had created an alternative reality.  Or was she a neurodiverse female suffering from Asperger Syndrome?  Or was she simply a victim of shattered dreams?

Opal is buried in London’s Highgate Cemetery not far from the graves of Charles Dickens, Karl Marx, and Samuel Taylor Coleridge.  On her tomb is the inscription: “I spake as a child.”

Quotes from Opal’s diary:

The Diary of Opal Whiteley

The Diary of Opal Whiteley

The Diary of Opal Whiteley

read OPAL, A LIFE OF ENCHANMENT, MYSTERY AND MADNESS by Katherine Beck online free HERE Archive.Org

Bibliography:

McQuiddy, Steve.  The Fantastic Tale of Opal Whiteley. http://www.intangible.org/Acrobat/FeaturesPDF/Opal.pdf  Retrieved from internet 19/09/2016.

Whiteley, Opal. The Story of Opal, The Journal of An Understanding Heart. The Atlantic Monthly Co. Boston, 1920. http://www.gutenberg.org/files/43818/43818-h/43818-h.htm  Retrieved from internet 19/09/2016.

Whiteley, Opal and Hoff, Benjamin.  The Singing Creek Where the Willows Grow:  The Mystical Nature Diary of Opal Whiteley.  Penguin Books. 1995.

The Diary of Opal Whiteley website …Opal Whiteley (1897-1992)

[from THE DIARY OF LUZ CORAZZINI]

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Post-It Day

Post-it Day

Post-it Day

Post-it Day

Post-it Day

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