To Myself

Photograph of a building in Rome with many windows

View from my bedroom window this morning. Can you see the doves in the frescos next to the windows?

Today is my blog’s 22nd birthday. It’s changed quite a bit since its beginnings. Because I’ve changed too.

Muhammad Ali, boxer and philosopher, said: A man who views the world the same at 50 as he did at 20 has wasted 30 years of his life.

But a long life needs an adequate memory. Sometimes we seem to repeat the same mistakes over and over as if we don’t remember the past, as if we haven’t learned from our errors. Marcus Aurelius didn’t want to forget what he’d learned so he wrote it down.

Marcus Aurelius is often called the Philosopher Emperor because he was both philosopher and ruler. Late in his career as a successful emperor, he wanted to remember how he’d gotten there. So he began keeping notes. These notes are now known as Meditations. But, written in ancient Greek, the original title would roughly translate as To Myself as Marcus was writing only for himself and not for others.

Marcus begins his book by listing and describing the people who’d taught him something important. For example, from his grandfather he learned decency and mild temper, from his mom he learned the simplicity of living, from his tutor he learned to work with his hands and to mind his own business.

Recognizing the people who’ve taught us something is a form of gratitude. Wouldn’t it be lovely to write thank you notes to all those who’ve contributed to our own life by teaching us something from their own?

In Meditations, Marcus emphasizes the importance of reflecting on one’s own actions and finding one’s place in the universe.

Here are a few quotes:

Dwell on the beauty of life. Watch the stars, and see yourself running with them.

Our life is what our thoughts make it.

Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself in your way of thinking.

You have power over your mind – not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength.

Colored drawing of a woman, Boudicca, with her daughter

When this blog begun, I had more of a Mary Poppins attitude towards life and walked around with spoons full of sugar. But not anymore. Because of the current state of affairs, I am now more like Boudicca and walk around with a club as I am not willing to be polite to raunchy souled thugs. Nevertheless, I don’t want to collect toxic energy either.

What I would like to do in this time of moral decadence is to find a way to affront, with dignity, this breakdown of democracy and human compassion without going too far from my core. So I’m rereading Marcus for suggestions.

I am grateful for this blog that has made my world so much bigger. I am grateful for the opportunity to express myself freely. And, above all, I am grateful for all the friends made thanks to this blog.

So happy birthday blog!

Coming out of the cake
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Related: Marcus Aurelius writes to himself + Marcus Aurelius at Campidiglio +

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Hiding Places

The world is getting spookier by the day. Sometimes, for self-preservation, I need some place to hide. But where?

Colored drawing of a woman hiding behind her hands

I could simply cover my face and pretend to disappear. But just like “Peek a Boo, I see you”, I will continue to exist even if I think I’m out of sight. And that could be a problem if I am trying to hide.

Colored drawing of a woman and a cat under the bed

Our cat hides under the bed whenever strangers are in the house. Maybe I could join him there, that is, if he gives me his permission. But he will obviously want to be compensated with extra nuggets afterwards. And, since he is overweight, that wouldn’t be a good idea.

Colored drawing of woman looking out of building like the Colosseum

Once I considered hiding inside the Colosseum. But I changed my mind this past May when an American tourist skewered himself on the Colosseum’s protective railings. He was taken to the hospital in critical condition. Apparently, the tourist illegally climbed the fence to get a better selfie and fell on a spike.

Colored drawing of a woman hiding behind a tree

Maybe I could go to Villa Ada to hug some trees. Well, at least one very big tree that I can hide behind after hugging.

Colored drawing of a woman behind a shower curtain

A shower could be considered a good hiding place. But only if you haven’t seen Hitchcock’s PSYCHO.

Colored drawing of legs in a sink full of dishes

Dodie Smith, author of 101 Dalmiatians, gave me this idea. The first line of her I Capture the Castle  is “I write this sitting in the kitchen sink.”  Well, if you can write in a sink, maybe you can hide under the dirty dishes, too.

Some of us have the luxury of just wanting a place to hide. Unfortunately, there are those who are obligated to hide for their own survival. Even Jesus needed a place to hide and we know how that story ended.

Pepping Eye
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Related: Hiding in the fields – farm workers fearing deportation stay in California’s shadows + Americans hiding their identities abroad + What to know about debate over protesters and ICE agents wearing masks amid immigration crackdowns +

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reaping what you sow

Colored drawing of a woman with a cat feeding birds

“Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, this he will also reap.” Galatians 6:7

“Evangelicals”, theoretically, believe the Bible is the word of God and therefore must be respected and used as a point of departure for all actions. Well, these “Evangelicals” are either illiterate and have never actually read the Bible or they are, quite simply, fakes.

What are you sowing when you kidnap people off the street and have them disappear? When you deprive children of a meal while you’re stuffing your face. When you barbarically eliminate jobs just to have more tax breaks for the rich. When you kill innocent people with your wars? How much closer to heaven do you think this will take you?

James Talarico is a politician from Texas who knows his Bible. One of the youngest members of the House of Representatives and aspiring preacher, Talarico, a couple of years ago, had this to say about a proposed bill to deny gender affirming health care:

“This bill to me is not only unconstitutional, it’s not only un-American, I think it is also deeply un-Christian,” he told her, as she stood motionless. “And I say that because I believe this bill is idolatrous. I believe it is exclusionary. And I believe that it is arrogant, and those three things, in my reading of the Gospel, are diametrically opposed to the teachings of Jesus.” He cited Matthew 6:5, in which Jesus urges his disciples to not pray publicly like the hypocrites. … Six days later, he went viral again for calling out Texas lawmakers after a mass shooting in Allen, Texas, that left eight dead. “There is something profoundly cynical about asking God to solve a problem that we’re not willing to solve ourselves,” he said on the house floor. via

The fakes need to be exposed.

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Related: Evangelicalism + Republicans think children should work for their lunch + How a Republican plan to cut universal free school meals could affect 12 million students + Georgia Congressman faces backlash over comments about school lunch programs + He’s Deeply Religious and a Democrat. He Might Be the Next Big Thing in Texas Politics +

What do you really know about the Bible? Who Wrote The Bible And When? Inside The History Of Christianity’s Sacred Texts + Donation of Constantine +

The Most Dangerous Thing Luther Did + The Council of Nicaea and the Formation of the Biblical Canon +

Why The Bible Is Not Considered A Historical Document + 10 Ancient Religious Texts Not Included in the Bible +

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A Day in the Life

Colored drawing of a tiger and a man wearing boxing gloves

“I read the news today, oh, boy.”

It made me react but I’m still not sure how. Maybe I’ll be able to metabolize it by the end of the day.

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Equestrienne

When you fall off your horse, don’t linger on the ground. Pick yourself up and get back in the saddle again. Women have been doing it for centuries.

Italy is full of equestrian statues such as that of Marcus Aurelius in Piazza del Campidoglio in Rome. Because sitting up high on a horse makes you look more powerful than what you really are. Although equestrian statues always have a man sitting on the horse, women sit on horses, too.

The Horsewoman” (c 1820) by Theodore Gericault

Theodore Géricault ((1797-1824) was a French painter and lithographer. A pioneer of the Romantic movement, his most famous painting is The Raft of the Medusa (1819) regarding cannibalism and the survivors of the Medusa. However, he really liked to paint horses.

In 1816, he went to Italy and discovered Michelangelo. A couple of years later, he had a son with his maternal aunt creating a big scandal. A few years later he would die of tuberculosis. He was only 32.

“Une Amazon au Bonus de Bolognesi” by Alfred Deux

Women were once obligated to ride sidesaddle. That is, to sit aside rather than astride because it wasn’t considered ladylike to straddle a horse. So sidesaddles were invented. The woman may have appeared more ladylike. But sitting on the side made it more difficult to stay on and control the horse.

John and Sophia Musters Out Riding at Colwick Hall” (1777 ) by George Stubbs

George Stubbs (1724-1806), an important English painter best known for his paintings of horses, was self taught. Much of what he learned came from copying paintings in important art collections.

In 1754, Stubbs went to Italy to verify his notion that nature is superior to art even to that by the Greeks and the Romans.

The Horsewoman” by Karl Bryullov

Karl Bryullov (1799-1852) was a Russian painter during the Romantic period. He’d studied at the Accademy but was not enthusiastic about classical art. He went to Rome where he painted many portraits. Although best known for “The Last Day of Pompeii”, he’s also known for portraits of women.

Bryullov studied at the Academy but was bored with classical art. He went to Rome where he painted portraits. In 1832, he completed the above painting representing the daughters of composer Giovanni Pacini, Giovannina on horseback and Amazilla on the balcony.

Bryullov spent the last years of his life in Italy and is buried at the Cimitero Acattolico in Rome.

“Maria de Medici” by Rubens

The Marie de’ Medici Cycle is a series of 24 paintings by Rubens. The intent of the paintings was to depict the trials and triumphs of Marie’s life. The paintings are now at the Louvre.

When King Henry IV, Marie’s husband, died, their son Louis was only eight years old so Marie took command of the throne. But at age 15, Louis wanted to assume his role as king. Mom was so uncollaborative that she was exiled to Blois. Eventually mother and son reconciled. Marie returned to Paris to redecorate the Luxembourg Palace. She commissioned Rubens to do a series of paintings based on her life . But in 1631 Marie was once again banned from France and spent the rest of her life exiled in Belgium.

Queen Isabel of Bourbon Equestrian by Diego Velazquez

Around 1635, Velazquez made a portrait of Elizabeth of France riding a horse.

Elizabeth of France (1602-1644) was the wife of Felipe IV and the daughter of King Henry IV of France and to Marie de Medici. It’s said that Marie was not fond of her daughter and let it show.

Although Elizabeth was very beautiful and affable, her husband had mistresses. So she got a lover, too, only he was murdered

Lady Godiva” by John Collier (1897)

Lady Godiva was a 13th cen Anglo Saxon Nobel woman and wife of Leofric the Earl. The couple were known to be generous. However when Leofric wouldn’t lower rents for his tenants, Lady Godiva had a fit. So Leofric said he would lower the rent only if she would ride a horse in town naked. So she did.

John Collier (1850-1934) was an English painter and writer focused on Pre-Raphaelites. He married twice and both times to daughters of Thomas H Huxley. First he married Mady but she died in 1887. Two years later he married Mady’s sister Ethel. But they had to go to Norway to do so because at the time it was illegal to marry your sister in law .

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Related: Ladies in Painting: Women’s equestrian portraits (17th–18th centuries) + The Lady Vanishes + Paintings of women on horseback +

Exhibition “Karl Bryullov and Italy” + The Russian Centre of Science and Culture in Rome (IL CENTRO RUSSO DI SCIENZA E CULTURA a Roma è aperto dal 2011. La sede del Centro si trova nel Palazzo storico Santacroce (XVI secolo) nella immediate vicinanza di Piazza Campo dei Fiori)+ Karl Brjullov: memorie di pietra dal Cimitero Acattolico di Roma + La Galleria Tretyakov presenterà una mostra dedicata a Karl Bryullov +

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