When you look at yourself in the mirror, you see your opposite and not the way you really are. So is a self-portrait really possible? I mean, how can you truly know yourself via a reflection. Seeing yourself in a foto doesn’t count because a foto is an impression of what the camera sees and not the way you see yourself.
No face is totally symmetrical. And it is this lack of symmetry that gives us our true identity.
I recently finished reading THE PAINTER by Will Davenport—two parallel stories meant to intersect based on Rembrandt’s hypothesized stay in Hull, England. Trying to escape a creditor, Rembrandt unwittingly stowaways on a ship. To pay his fare, he’s obliged to paint a portrait of the captain and his wife. And to paint the faces of others, Rembrandt first had to learn to paint himself.
Rembrandt painted many self-portraits. He often depicted himself wearing a gold chain—that of the royal patronage. But, unlike Rubens, Rembrandt had never earned this patronage. In other words, his chain was a fake.
Rembrandt’s self-portrait with gold chain
Rembrandt’s self-portrait with gold chain
Rembrandt’s self portrait with gold chain
Rembrandt’s self-portrait with gold chain
So a self-portrait is not always of who you are but rather of who you’d like to be.
Asymmetrical. With gold chain.
















