Thalassophobia

I was 19 when I was pulled by a current off the Long Island coast. Scared, I tried to stay calm, float parallel to the beach, and, above all, not waste energy struggling to fight the current. “Just keep your head above the water” my instincts told me.

Instincts can make mistakes but they aren’t liars. And, although I eventually arrived safely on shore, the fear of deep water has never left me.

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Note: “Thalassophobia” is the fear of deep water. The term comes from the Greek “thalassa” (sea) and “fobos” (fear).

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Replace

Things can’t always stay the same.

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Don’t Break on the Bend

Life is no longer linear. It’s full of curves, blind spots, and lacks a continuous flow.

It’s easy to be insecure when you can’t see where you’re going. So, for everyday life, why not follow the guidelines used for driving through a curve:

“Ease up when going inside a curve then accelerate when going out.”

In other words, stability is a straight line.

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Bewitched

It was hot and my thoughts were drowning in sweat. Listless, I decided to try resuscitating myself in the kiddie pool. Instead, I fell asleep and entered a densely populated dream world. That’s where I met Lolly Willows. Lolly was a middle-aged spinster who, tired of her controlling family, moves to a small village where she lives with her cat, Vinegar. No longer willing to do the duties expected of her as a woman, Lolly decides to become a witch. When she meets the devil, she tells him that women are like sticks of dynamite waiting to explode. The devil, “a kind of black knight, wandering about and succouring decayed gentlewomen,” tells Lolly that, in exchange for her soul, he will give her the sensation of freedom and a life of her own. Lolly has no fears of such an exchange because, she says, “Women have such vivid imaginations, and lead such dull lives. Their pleasure in life is so soon over; they are so dependent upon others, and their dependence so soon becomes a nuisance…”

Moral of the story: if it weren’t for men, witches wouldn’t exist.

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Note: Lolly was a character invented by Sylvia Townsend Warner (1893-1978). A musicologist, Sylvia, anti-fascist and gay, used writing novels to promote female empowerment.

Bibliography: Lolly Willowes, or, The Loving Huntsman can be read via archive.org HERE.

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Aimless

Ideals give you a direction. Without them, you just float letting the current decide where you go.

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